Saturday, July 25, 2009

The Girl I FeLL In Love with 15Months Ago(:

                                                        HAPPY 15 MONTHS TO US!

I could stay recall the day i asked you whether i could walk to you school that morning.it was raining heavily and we were soaking wet!But luckily for us,i brought an umbrella.it was impossible for us not to get wet as it was a small one.the only thing we had to do was to stay really close.hands touching each other,still shy to talk to each other and we knew that we had something going on for each other.THAT amazing day on 22nd of APRIL last year will always be special for us and look how far we have come.MORE than a year now and still going strong.

So here's from my heart to yours....
i would like to say your one amazing girl to me and that i appreciate that ur always the one standing up for me,being there when i'm down and constantly making me feel happy(:Being with you has been one of the best damn thing that has happened to me.before you came along,my life was really mundane.it had no life,its like everyday it repeats itself.BUT when i'm with you,you made me realise that ive been missing alot.For example,going to places that i rarely go to,walking from one end to the other,doing things i have never imagined ill do,looking for places to shop,camwhoring i suppose,laughing at own jokes.that have made me realise  how much you meant to me.i knw that sometimes u dont feel comfortable about yourself,but here's a thing.i love you for the way you are inside not outside.As long as you love me and ill love you even more,so stop thinking about it okay?(:I LOVE YOU for who you are alright and that ill always be right by your side when you need someone the most,i promise(:

Tomorrow going for the liverpool match against singapore although not a fan but who cares?
I MISS my baby brother,its been awhile since i saw him.i hope he still remembers me.
i dont know why im not studying like how i'm supposed to study when I'M TAKING MY FREAKING 'O'level this year?
and i hope tomorrow is going to be a better day for me!
i think i should start praying(shocking i knw)
AND THIS IS DEFINATELY,I MISS SPENDING LOADS OF TIME WITH HER,but i guess were getting busier each day....

COMING BACK TO SCHOOL ON MONDAY!LIKE FINALLY!







Thursday, April 30, 2009

So near but yet so far....

Today was long and dreadful day!this week haven been really depressing due to some reasons.it has been a stressful year for me so far,hoping that i can cope,so yeah


its been tough knwing this is happening to us yet again,i misss u so much.everyday has been realy differrrent without u by myside,i wish that could all go away.everynight is really ........cause is just so quite and different.when  will this stop cause its hard staying away!nevertheless,i love you very much.i pray that everything will be normal again....

Mid-year exams are coming and i hate the feeling!!!!

FCUK!AAAAAAAAHHHHH!!!!

Saturday, April 4, 2009

Hello there,i need you for my nightmare

its been a long time since i updated my blog,but my gf did it for me,well yeah.
this past few days has been really.........for me.it hurts so i dont want t elaborate.sometimes i dont understand the way life works,is it me or is it my retrubution.

friends(if u knw who you are) whom i have been so close with but now.i never thought this yes this could happen again.i dont knw whom to trust cause im speechless.really and im confused.i dont want to keep anger in me cause i cant control it.but if its too faar,i mind.seriously.cause i cant take it no more!just leave me alone,dont have to pop into to picture.

to my girl,sorry that im being this way,PARANOID.that day was very.......and it hurts me alot.i never expect it to happpen.i was shocked.and i hope u keep ur promise and il keep mine.even the slightest thing,u have to tell me,cause i hate it.i dont want us to fall apart cause of this,were reaching our 1ST year im taking really seriously cause ur the first girl im celbrating it with,and ill remember it for life.i dont want it hurting us instead.so to you from me,i love you baby!sorry for hurting you,acccusing wrongly if u say i havento trust you.then i will.and i hope all the bad things will resolve and all the things i dont want it to happen again,never!

I LOVE YOU and i hope u love me as much

Friday, March 13, 2009

Hi, I'm blogging for my lazy bum baby, who doesn't wanna update his blog.

I promised not to upload the lame photos, and also update like the previous post.
Ok just so you know baby, I love you. :)

Saturday, March 7, 2009

Georgina.

HI FARIS!!!!!!!!
I'm blogging for you while you're at the toilet.........
While he is whipping his cock off to pee, I presume.

Faris picks his nose at night.
Faris gets sexual fantasies when he sees spiders or rats.
He hates rat, by the way. Scared of em.




Ok bye bye.
xoxoxoxooxox to george.

Thursday, February 26, 2009

what has the world turn into?

Today was like any other day,meeting my girl at the canteen and such.if i could i would really want to walk to her to school.so we met a usual,catch up on certain stuff which i would like not like to talk about cause i'll just get.....but i'm cool.if its too much i have to take action.went to hall,blah blah,school ended really late!i had barely seconds with her,i'm seriously worried for her.i'm not much of a help cause i'll just make it worse so i'll just be there for you alright.went jaming which was unusual of my band to go on the weekdays.practice on what we had to practice,created random songs about school and love.went back,met up with my dad.adam and his cousin came along for.......dont want to elaborate.AND LIKE FINALLY IM GETTING MY MACBOOK!me and adam talk about money making and stuff,hope to be someone one day and live life as healthy and wealthy man.AMIN TO THAT!went home straight and THERE'S school tomorrow,OH WELL!

baby i would to tell im darn worried for you seeing like this going throught this,really!ill get paranoid cause you're sad.i want to see my happy girl.why worry about this matter,its not your fault.why have to fight over a guy?cause if anyone should be jelous,i think i should.but i dont want to make it about me.cause i'm afraid taht it will affect us.worse part,i knw him.i dont whay to say,i'm really speechless.if this go over board,i'll.....do something about it.i dont want to see you hurt  cause of this.i love you now,forever and always!trust me,i do!

Sunday, February 22, 2009

Happy Ten MONTHS BABY!((((((((((:

HAPPY TEN MONTHS TO US BABY!(:oh my godness time flies when i'm with you.i could still recall the day where i first ask to walk you to school.my gosh the feeling i had,being all so sweaty cause i was nervous,heart pumping like mad cause i was excited!BABY we have come so far eh!baby after all the misunderstanding we hd,i would like to take the change to apologize on my behalf of this relationship.i want us to be really happy together.its never a wonder why i fell in love with you,you mean the world to me,i love you always now and forever!the love from my heart to yours,i love you!((((:2MORE MONTHS!